| Thursday, September 30th, 2004 |
| 4:26 pm |
hey well i am about to do my homework cause it is a lot. man i haven't writen in this thing for a long ass time but hey i didn't have time plus my new thingy is www.xanga.com/cheetah66 and well i write most of my things there so yeah. well so skool is pretty boring and well um... yeah guys it is going alright i am with someone at the moment and i hope i stay like this for a long ass time well i got to go just wanted to write a lil. laiter. |
| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
| 8:34 pm |
Friday the Thirteen
Hey well long time i dont wtite huh well u i am watching stanford and son and it is funny. man well today i got in trouble with my mother and my father cause they found out that i had pierced my upper ear and they got mad at me. So yea man this is funny i mean the show. oh man i dont know i told my mom that i was sorry and well i cried like hell and guess what i did sonething i wasn't sopposed to do cause i was so mad that when i am so mad i do things like cut my self or hit something but today i cut my vien well it wasn't that bad cause i mean it started bleeding but the it stopped a little and well i hurts but oh well. yea i was so mad and i was worried about the whole business thing that my parents were telling cause shit they were telling me a lot of bull shit till then at night that i talked to my mom and i guess everything is aiight for now. fuck men i always get in trouble well i gtg laiter and peace out. |
| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 8:26 pm |
Happy
hey long time huh well i have been aiight but today i am so happy cause my man asked me out Geo the love of my live man i love him so much and i am so thankful i met him cause man he tought me how to love again and i am just so happy that he came to my life. Man i love him so much i am so happy. Also Argentina beat Columbia today 3-0 that was good. Oh man Alex b day is coming up and i dont have money to get him something i am broke. oh today in the bus was funny i was kracking up at everything and my friends thought i was high or something. man i am so tired right now oh my gosh someting happend today i was chatting with this guy from Belize and well he is 23 i think and he said his dick is 13 inches and i was cracking up. then itold him that my gay friend was the one that was talking to him and that he was hitting on him and that made me crack up so much well yea that is about it and also maan it was so hot today. oh i noticed that my titis are growing alil i guess. ;lol laita |
| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004 |
| 10:21 am |
School/friends talk
Hey i know i havent been writing lately it's cause i have been so busy and I am really worrind about next year cause i am gonna be taking some colledge classes and i want to do good but i am gonna have to go pick my bro from his skool and we are gonna have to take the MTA which is gonna be really frustrating. OMG i wont be able to handle this thing next year. Guess what Me and my friends has some talk today and they said i have changed and that i am acting a lil like leslie and they started to talk to me telling me that i have been asking 4 attention and shit and i told them that have been worring about next year and crap and then they came out telling me that i have been flirting with the guy that my friend likes which is not true cause all i have been doing is been avoiding him. He is the one who comes looking for me and then he keeps on bugging me about show i should go out with my friend federico and i tell him that i wont cause he is my friend and i love him but as a frined you know what i mean. The bell rang so we didnt finish talking about it so we are gona finish at lunch. You know what too? some thing ahppend to yesterday some guy called me yesterday but he wasnt using his voice but i think i know who it was di think it was my xxxxx boyfriend cause he said that he knows me that he knew me by cousins which is only him and he didnt tell me who he is and what his name wa. Fucking ass i wanna know who it is even though i think i know but i told him that i havew a boyfriend and his name is Jiovanni. I met him by my dads friend and well we liked each other and stuff and then at a party we made out and we keep in touch everyday ever since that. Also i met this dude and my friends 15 practice and his name is Steven and he is fine but i dontknow what i am gonna do with him cause he is very attractive and we might make out on sunday cause he is so fine well i'll talk to u later i have to do my science homework and final. Love ya latz and take care. peaceout |
| Sunday, April 18th, 2004 |
| 11:09 pm |
Yo Yo
hey well i am sorry i haven't updated with u lately its cause u know i went camping for a week last week and it was fun cause iwent to yosemite and i saw the water falls and it was so awsome that i didnt want to come back cause of it's beauty man i wanna go back. well ya over there we got to meet new people from other skool and i met this 18 year old guy who looked so much like my xx. well ya we talked and exchanged necklaces he was so cute and sweet well ya and later on i went to his cabin so we can talk and stuff well we did and we started making out. And that is about it nothing else hapend. And then at skool on tuesday i kissed someone but it was just saa peck nothing else it was a gift cause i like him but i just dont want to get my h opes up cause i know that he likes his x and i know how he feels cause i am in that situation to so i shouldnt be doing nothing that might give a reason to continue cause at the end i am the one who is gonna ende up being hurt and i dont want that cause it already happend to me and i dont want that again. well ya and then my parents got my report card yesterday and they were all telling me shit cause i got 2C and danm i was mad at them well ya i have to cause ihave to do lunch later and peace out |
| Friday, March 12th, 2004 |
| 9:24 am |
NOTHING FOOL!
YO WAZZAP? HERE NOTHING JUST CHILLING DURING 4 PER. I AM SO TIRED AND SHIZZELS. GOSH I HAVE TO DO SO MANY THINGS TOMORROW. I HAVE TO TAKE MY PSAT TEST AND I HAVE TO DO COMMUNITY SERVISE AND GO P-A-R-T-Y AFTERWARDS. WELL YA, I AM SO PISSED AT SOME PEOPLE FROM SKOOL CAUSE THEY ACT BITCHY AND I GUESS THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE CAUSE I DONT GIVE A THING FOR THEM. FORGET THEM I DONT CAREABOUT THEM ALL I CARE IS ABOUT NOT BENG HERE AND DYING CAUSE LIFE SUCKS EVEN LOVE SUCKS CAUSE I DONT HAVE CHARLIE WITH ME ANYMORE. HE WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHOM I WANTED TO LIVE FOR AND THE ONLY ONE WHOM I FELL IN LOVE WITH. IT SUCKSCAUSE STILL I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I STILL LOVE HIM. MAN IT SUCKS I WISH I WASDEAD CAUSE HE WAS MY ONLY REASON FOR ME IN LIVING. I MISS HIM AND I STILL LOVE HIM. WHY DO WE HAVE TO LIVE IF ONLY WE SUFFER AND SUPPORT PAIN AND LOOSE THE ONES YOU LOVE? WHY? WHY? IT SUCKS FOR REAL I AM SO TIRED OF LIVING ALREADY I WANT TO DIEAND FORGET EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. |
| Monday, March 8th, 2004 |
| 10:12 pm |
Boring
Ya ya yeah it's another day likeanyother days boring as usuall but hot as hell. Man i hate it when people dont trust me and stuff u know it gets me fired up cause i thought that they trusted me but nnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooo they dont ohhh well who gives a fuck i dont anymore they can do what ever they can i am done helping people and their shit it's over i got tired alreeady. SO forget ya'll cause iaiint doing shit for u! Anyways i am starting to like this fool but i dont know well i have to go cause i got things to do. Later and screw you. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA lol. |
| 8:51 pm |
YA YA BORING, AND EXCITING!
YO YO WHAT UP WELL TODAY I HAD TO DO A BORING PROJECT AND STUFF.WELL GOT DONE WITH IT AND STUFF. ALSO YESTERDAY I WENT TO A PARTY DAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNN IT WAS TIGHT AS HELL CAUSE I WAS ALL DANCING AND SHIT AND I WAS DANCING WITH NEGRO SO I WAS ALL UP ON HIM I MEAN MY ASS WAS ON HIM AND SHIT CAUSE WE WERE DANCING PUNTA AND STUFF WELL I HAD FUN YESTERDAY PLUS NEGRO IS A GREAT DANCER AND THAT IS HOT. MAN I COULDNT STOP THINKING ABOUT NEGRO AND HOW WE WERE DANCING. MAN LOTS OF PEOPLE WERE WATCHING US DANCE AND I THINK MY DRESS WENT UP AND MY SHORTS UNDERNEATH MY DRESS WENT UP TOO. SO I GUESS PEOPLE SAW MY LEGS OH WELL I WAS DANCING THAT'S WHAT ALL MATTERS AND DANCING WITH NEGRO WHO WAS INCREDEBLY FINE AND A WONDERFUL DANCER WHOM I DANCED ALL NIGHT NOT REALLY ALMOST ALLL NOGHT CAUSE IDANCED WITH THIS OTHER FOOL TOO AND I WAS ALL UP ON HIM. I MEAN IT WAS PUNTA AND YOU DO IS SHAKE YOUR ASS SO I DID IT. I SHAKED WHAT I HAVE I MEAN IT AIINT A LOT IT'S JUST FLAT YOU KNOW. WELL I HAVE TO GO LATER LOVE YA'LL |
| Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004 |
| 10:38 am |
hey nothing much
Yo what up? here nothing just in 4 per it's borring.yup 555y55555555555555500fgr4t030w23e that was sam and westlee bugging me yup.6+. ya anyways umm i am so tired and i didnt see dominique i was gonna tell him i liked him but oh well. yesterday was boring too. um. well i have to go latex |
| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
| 9:59 pm |
NOTHING MUCH
HEY WHAT UP JUST FINISHED WRITING SOME POEMS AND STUFF AND I AM SO TIRED AND BORED. I JUST WANNA GO AND SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP AND FACE REALITY. TODAY WAS BAD MY FRIEND WAS SO DEPRESSED AND I WANTE TO HELP HER BUT I DONT THINK I DID MUCH CAUSE I WAS IN THE SAME STAGE I WAS DEPRESSED AND I HAVE BBEN DOWN FOR LIKE 2 DAYS NOW.GTG LATER |
| Monday, February 16th, 2004 |
| 9:47 pm |
TIRED AND HAPPY
hey what i am tired cause i dont wanna go back to skool and shit i am sick and tired of it but i know that i have to go in order to get a great job and get paid the ampunt that iwant to u know. But besides from that fact it sucks like fuck. Oh mg i talked to charlie today i missed hearing his voice and shit. i like him. oh and on sunday i went to Santa Ana and it waas tight cause i went to the mall even though my parents didnt buy anything for me but it was fun and i think i saw my x and he waved at me and he was driving a car too! can u believe that i cant oh mg. I still havent forgotten him and it sucks cause as much as i try too i cant he is still deep in my heart there and not wanting to go away man i try to forget him but i cant but i still like this guy charlie cause he is so sweet and adorable and shit but i cant forget my x he was the most wonderful person in my entire life. gosh i just hope u can help me forget him u know get over him as soon as possible. Oh here is a lil poem i wrote on friday. I hate because you cause me to much pain all you've caused my heart is stressness, sadness, disgrace but now i've realized that i never needed you all i needed was my self confidence you made my heart bleed night and day when all its done was give you love by: sharon mendez |
| Saturday, February 14th, 2004 |
| 8:51 pm |
BORING VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes it is boring i didnt do shit today and it sucks. gosh i hate this day it is so boring and why dont i have my bf with me i dont know i hate it that he cant be here with me.Gosh this day is about sharing love and sharing friendship with people you love u know it's not about giving expensive gifts and shit. u know it is so hard to be alive i hate it. well i am so bored later |
| Friday, February 13th, 2004 |
| 10:28 pm |
WTF is wrong Today
I hate it cause icant help my friends with their problems and i hate it cause i cant do shit i cant help them and that gets me pissed. well i cant see my bf either and i wanted to cause i really care about him i think i really like him and stuff and i cant wait to see him and kiss him and hug and just be happy at his side. I miss him so much that i am happy at his side. well i wrote along ass shit and but it didnt go through and it sucks. I hate my life but at the same time i dont it is so weird. well later |
| Monday, February 9th, 2004 |
| 3:26 pm |
I am sick and pissed!
Hey what up ya'll here nothing just bored and sick. Ya it sux cause my throught stings and i hate it so much and i wanted to tell u yesterday that i was aiight i guess or i forgot. Oh i saw my dead grandpa on sat it was awsome cause i miss him so much and i love him with all my heart. Oh my gosh my Friend isn't grounded anymore and i feel so releaved that her mom isn't mad at me and not at her neither i feel so happy cause she got her cell phone today and she might get to have all the things she had before and i am so so very happy to know that u know. Well i am bored and happy and tired all at the same time but oh well now i have to go take a shower and go to sleep cause i am tired well ya'll take care . I was helping some friends that i know today. Also i want all my friends to know that i love them all and that they mean so much to me. Oh i never said y i was pissed cause i haven't chatted with charlie and i miss him so much especially now i hope i get to see him sooner than i expect to. well later |
| Saturday, February 7th, 2004 |
| 5:07 am |
Shopping time and Boring day
hey what up here nothing much just finished from buying a calling card. My mom told me to stop using her things so i will i guess. Well today it was good cause my mom and I went shopping and it was tight cause i bought some clothes and i got some clothes that i wanted and they fit so cute my ass looks small in one of the pants that i got but oh well cause i dont even have an ass. it is smaller than an ant.LOL and i am ugly too i dont think that i am pretty. Gosh i wish Charlie was here with me i miss him so much and i want to be with him I just miss him a lot. Oh and today i might go to a party or just go to this catholic thingy that we do and we go and pray and say thank you to God. Oh also I was talking to my mom on the way to the stores that how i like helping people and stuff and i think i told her that i used to like alex a lil during summer school last year. well ya but that was the past and i dont like seeing alex suffer cause my friend doesnt treat him right. i mean I was talking to him yesterday and he was deppressed and everything and i was trying to helpu know in making him feel better. i get so pissed cause she sometimes acts like a lil girl while she should be acting like someone who has responsibility u know. like she has a bf and all but she doesnt talk to him when something is bugging him dang she gets me fucking pissed sometimes and all i wish is for alex to find a girl that treats him right and someone who would value him a lot cause he is a great guy and i love him as a brother as the big bro that i never had. He is so sweet and everything he is such a nice guy who desirves a girl that can value him a lot. Well ya that is about it also i wish that i can see Charlie for Valentines Day.Oh he got his car yesterday it is a camereo and it is white gosh i like him so much not cause of his car but because he is so sweet and adorable and respects me and everything i like him a lot. Baby i miss you so much. well later and see u soon. |
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